For some reason the last little while I've been losing interest and motivation in studies and college in general. This has also spilled into my relationships with friends and family as well as church responsibilities. I think I've finally narrowed my problem down to this: I'm suffering from self-inflicted bad attitude. I've decided that my cure is this: STOP IT!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYLMTvxOaeE Because this is not the first time this has happened to me, I sought inspiration from various journals and letters I had written the
last time I found myself in this position. I wrote to a missionary who was struggling with a tough companion that:
"...I was wondering why I wasn't happy. Well, it's because I wasn't happy. I realized that a couple of days ago, and I've been trying really hard to have a better attitude. One thing I've noticed is that I've been focusing on how annoying people are and how much I don't want to be around them. So, the remedy is to enjoy the people around me and try to find a connection with them. I've also tried to keep on a smile as I'm walking along campus instead of looking bored and annoyed. It's amazing what just smiling and looking people in the eye does for your attitude."

So, time for a change. I want to be the kind of person that people feel comfortable coming to with problems or looking for advice or even just homework help. I can't do this if I'm not being a good friend, sister, or even student. Bottom line is, it's time for a major attitude adjustment. Time to get up and get moving. No more moping and no more wallowing in self-pity.